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Theology of Gratitude

By Natalie Campbell

“Our hope for you is unshaken, for we know that as you share in our sufferings, you will also share in our comfort.” - 2 Corinthians 1: 7

Entering into this Thanksgiving season as a Capital Fellow has been bittersweet. Since being together, we have spent ample time discussing a “theology of suffering.” To have a theology of suffering is to have a deep understanding and empathy for pain, and simultaneously an understanding of how pain can be redeemed and made purposeful. As these conversations began to take shape, I found myself puzzled; I was not puzzled due to a lack of understanding but instead because of familiarity. This theology was not a new idea I needed to learn to know Jesus, but rather the one that taught me who He is.

Much of my childhood was marked by true suffering. From the loss of grade school peers and adult mentors to cancer, the death of family members by old age and suicide, my own immediate family’s medical crises, and a narcissistic parent - pain and anguish were familiar figures in my home. However, these figures were not alone. Often they were accompanied by the Man of Sorrows himself, Jesus. Jesus met me in this darkness and experienced the groaning and growing pains with me. He guided me through the pains of growing in life after experiencing death. He guided me through safety from feeling emotionally exposed and vulnerable after long nights of tears. He kept His light on my path as He revealed my next steps when I felt as if my direction was gone. He loved me as a father should and gave me a rich spiritual family to be a part of. But, above all, He walked with me and suffered with me, and where pain and anguish tried to harden my heart, His gentleness drew me near.

Indeed, it is by His hands I am healed - and healing more each day. Without the pains of life, I would not be able to appreciate the joys. For that, I am so grateful. To be within this community at this time of my life has been a gift for which I am most grateful. From an all Fellows group hug, little notes, carpools to Cornerstone, and my host family’s dinner table, each of these small moments have been steeped in His goodness. I see now that through His love, my theology of suffering is becoming one of gratitude. While I continue to weep at the pain of broken things, I smile and rejoice at the life that has flourished since. For the lamb of God has his scars in Heaven, and I hope I will still have mine.


Pictures from the Week

Most of the Capital Fellows enjoying ice cream for Lauren's birthday

George with Martha's pup, Moose, after class.

A hilarious game of Code Names with the Falls Church and Fourth Fellows


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